Remember the first stages of love?
Where the birds are singing
and it is hard to eat.
When your heart skips a beat every time you think of them.
How about the times when you have to glance at
their picture.
You smile when you think about what that person
likes and doesn't like.
You wonder what makes them smile, laugh
cry, scream or just shout with joy.
I remember that stage of love.
I went through that when I met my husband
and we started dating.
I remember feeling that way when
I was pregnant with both my daughters.
I would spend days wondering what they would look like.
I wondered what would make them smile.
I longed for the time when I could I tickle them
and watch their faces beam with laughter and joy.
I would also long to hear them call me mom.
I wondered if they would have a piggy like laugh
or
just a silent body shaking laugh.
Now that I have them in my life I know many
answers to those questions.
I know what can make them laugh and how they are
going to laugh!
I know that I love them more every day that I get
to spend with them.
As they keep growing and changing I now
have other questions...
for example what are the going to do with
their lives?
Are they going to be happy with life?
Are they going to follow or lead?
I do know some things for sure and one of them is that
I love those beautiful girls of mine.
I will always be there for them.
I know that they are pretty amazing
and
they have blessed many people.
I am also very blessed to be a part of their journey.
Now they are older we talk together about
such questions and the mysteries of the universe.
So when we fell in love with a cute little boy
named Artem, questions did arise.
We wonder if he will like chocolate or white milk better?
Will he like cars or blocks better?
What will make him laugh, smile or scream.
We wonder if he will like us?!
What if he doesn't like the Huskers!?
I know, RIGHT HUSKER NATION!
( what will we do?! :)
Love him any ways!!
We have often looked at his picture and smiled.
We have loved this little boy from the time we saw him on the computer.
We are still in love with him.
Wondering if he is safe and well taken care of.
Still waiting word to assure us of his where abouts.
Still praying that he is loved, safe and happy.
We will always be asking ourselves these questions
because he is a part of this family.
We claim him as a Mosley!
I know that he is one amazing boy
that will be home with us some day soon.
Then I will be able to learn the answer to many of those questions.
But most of all He will be home where he belongs!
With a mom, dad, two sisters, crazy uncles
silly aunts, wonderful grandmas, ornery grandpas
lively cousins and pets
who can not wait to be apart of his life.
I hope you all can see just a little of the love behind our journey.
I know that all of you have loved even at first sight,
this is not different.
Enjoy this song and listen to the words.
I believe that God has given me every one in my life
and
I know that I do not deserve it but I am so
full of gratitude!
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