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Some moments of the day I am ok.

Some moments I am not!

I am just so tired....

tired of the questions

tired of the rude comments.

tired of  waiting

tired of the self battle!

The battle that rages inside of me.

Knowing that I am not in control and I might have adjust my dreams!

tired of the ebb and flow of emotions!

tired of the waiting!

We will be waiting for some time!

 

I am just a simple women who loves 

children regardless of where they are located.

I just want to make this world a better place while I am still here.

I want to give joy and peace to people.

I want every orphan child to know and experience

the love and support of a family.

If we can not get our boy I would pray

that he would get the change to 

be apart of a loving family!

Even if it is not with us!

That is a statement that brings tears

to my eyes

 and an ache to my heart and soul.

But that is how much I love him and want him to be happy!

All I can do right now is just 

wait and remember how it felt

when He  smiled at me.